It’s always interesting the way life takes you in different directions than you plan to go. There is no doubt in my mind that God brought me to New Mexico. Never in a million years would I have thought I would be living in Albuquerque. It was never a place remotely on my radar — maybe Tennesse or North Carolina, but a state on the other side of the country. Nope. Never crossed my mind. But, I never thought I’d live in Michigan either.
This morning I woke up a little late again. Apparently, I need a lot more sleep than the rest of the world because I went to bed at 9pm. Getting up at 5 is hard, even for me.
The first thing on my mind was, that I need to do my video. What do I talk about today? I remembered my thoughts from yesterday, to put meditation first. I remembered running for office and how every day I was spiritually led to do it and I was protected through the whole process. I did have one person slam the door on me, but for the most part, it was an amazing experience that helped me grow.
So this morning’s message was about hope. I thought about my brother today. He went missing well over a year ago and has never been found. It’s hard to have hope that he will be found. But, I am trusting God that we will know what happened to him eventually.
This morning’s meditation was powerful. I have been pretty emotional today. Those emotions of mine, they fuel me. They make me passionate. They make me courageous. Today I was reminded not to worry about how to do this, but to trust God to see me through this transformation. To trust God to help me grow my business — not me.
People talk about work ethic, time management, perseverance, and self-discipline, but they never talk about faith. They take all the credit for their financial success, their personal growth, and their happiness in life. I know that everything you have can be lost in a heartbeat. Been down that road and it humbled me. So today, I am reminded that we’re not in charge of our destiny. Today I have hope that today is going to be an amazing day. I have hope that when I am done with this transformation challenge, I will be truly transformed into the beautiful goddess I am meant to be.
Growing stronger every day with prayer, meditation, and hard work.
The Girl with Blue Energy